It is some crazy ass times right now. I am choosing to concentrate here on my writings, photos, paintings and creations. An internet place to show off what I want to share and to lose myself in my dreams.
Maybe a little bit of my past will show up here too.
I’ve started writing a memoir more than once, always I get stuck with HOW MUCH INFO I have in my brain. Now that I’m older I also have less memory of connections and why I remember a particular whatever. Over all I haven’t settled into a style of writing for the project that I was comfy with; linear? separate stories? grouped by life wisdom? etc. But I figured out my memoir scheme today, and hopefully can find time to fit that writing in after the next rewrite of MA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!
Today I’ve begun a way to sneak in a blogging schedule. Blogging fits my style for warming up the old fingers, getting into a habitiual rut of putting things out as complete pieces regularly. It also serves as a clearing house of all the little thoughts in my head that distract me from a vision of a larger work. However, my job schedule isn’t stable and setting aside a date and time hasn’t been working out. My new “write before you do this” scheme may fix the issue. We’ll see. This is the first writing attempted with this plan. And it’s been edited, posted and published so starting out well.
I still work at a dumb retail store. I can’t quit right now. It’s my rent money, but not much more than that. And I’ve been having old lady, “I don’t use these muscles,” back aches. And sometimes I wonder if giving up the easier office job was poor decision making? Mentally I place myself back in that office and immediately, viscerally, shiver and say no, I do not want to be there.
I make my plans though.
To survive the next however many years.
Part of the plan is to do it while dancing and arting all over the place.
And My inspiration for this year is: KDot – Squabble Up!
(Video that won’t embed is the halftime show)